The letter

Ma'am,

               Dimensions have opened and scenarios altered in the last couple of months and I seem to have reached a different sphere altogether in the meantime. People do ask about my whereabouts nowadays and even then I just seem to avoid those queries with the same nature of being absent minded. I can sense the same changes inside me and also imagine the consequences that this will bring forward in my life. 

               You might be evaluating the negative effects that life can attain from the crazy four letter word of "love" and you can definitely put forward your views but I do have some words to put up infront of you. After a huge number of Yes/No duel within myself, I decided to write something in which I can express everything that I possess for you within me. 

               I know you don't wanna have a life where problems fit in but we need to accept that problems are and will be a part and parcel of our life. We can't just ignore it and all I can ask for, is your hand, so that together we can tackle away whatever barriers we face. I was never meant to tackle things alone and I won't be able to do it without you by my side. All I ask from you is you and without any hesitation I should also admit that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me after my parents. You mentioned that the first selfless person of your life once in his entire life became selfish and now the second most selfless person has reached a certain state of mind that he wants to be selfish for somebody not just once but for the entire life. 

              Nobody has a perfect life but still we can live it in the best possible manner if we stick together for each other and here is a promise, that I will! I don't ask for any commitment but this guilt hitch letter was always on the cards and I couldn't hold myself from having these words. I know it has been tough for you in the past but reality suggests that we can't change it, instead I do want to decorate the remaining part of your life in the best possible manner which is none other than the approaching future. Your smile is that I wanna have as an asset for life and you as my vault of happiness! I love you, bachchi.......................................

"If you want to cry, cry infront of me! If you want support, rest upon my shoulder! If you feel frightened, hold my hand! If you need love, try mine! And if you need me, then just close your eyes and you will find me there."

- Anonymous

Worry : The treble which troubles the silent sea

          Life often has its consequences rolling past by our nose and we seem to stand still and watch it go without moving a single muscle. We don't have enough ideas regarding a certain issue and we seem to be lost from the very topic in certain incidents. The question to act intensely comes when it rounds up to the fact that you could no longer be still and watch it go as you seem to be worried regarding something more precious than you yourself. "WORRY", a word that can traumatize an healthy living organism right from the word "GO" if not handled with care. The common sentimental behaviour in 21st century has recorded a large number of incidents regarding the same where the victim of an incident seems to be tremendously worried for several reasons related to some other person's well being rather than his or hers!

          This very reason gives birth to an issue about controlling our own selves in such situations and to measure the amount of interference required in another person's life! One can start with pebbles but cannot afford to use boulders for frightening away the realistic dreams of the person one cares for. The chances of a treble might crop up but one has to maintain the silence in the vast ocean until the ultimate need for a leap is asked for! Freedom in this century demands highly prestigious ranks in the human mind and disturbing that can often change the course of life for one. "WORRY" should never change into harassment just inorder to ask for a careful livelihood. Its the very course of life that we face in such situations and acting according to the need is what makes us closer to someone you really care for. Care is what one has to abide by but, it should never mean dependency because that causes upheaval in either lives and the treble which troubled the silence of the sea has grown in such intensity that it is beyond the control of being just "WORRIED" now!!!!