The late April sun filtered in gently through the lace curtains of her old Kolkata home. The scent of sandalwood incense lingered in the air—comforting, familiar, like an old friend who never left. She sat on her cane chair by the window, draped in a cream saree with a faded rose print, her silver hair tied into a loose bun. Her hands rested softly on her lap, frail yet graceful, as the echoes of laughter from her grandchildren rang through the house.
There was something comforting in their laughter, something haunting too. Every now and then, the boy would glance at her and smile — a smile so familiar it ached. The girl had his eyes — not her son’s, not her daughter’s — his!
She wasn’t always “Dida.” There was a time when she was just Ananya—headstrong, curious, and quietly hopeful. And once, just once, she had been in love.It was a time of long drives along tree-lined roads and evenings that stretched lazily into dusk. He would arrive outside her PG on his old motorbike, helmet slightly tilted, smile even more so. Arjun. The name still sounded like a poem left unfinished. He had this calm about him—the kind that made you forget the world, the deadlines, the chaos of everything that didn’t matter. They shared sunsets on quiet hillsides, cups of tea at roadside dhabas, and stolen hours in the warmth of bookstores and dimly lit cafés.
They never had labels. No love letters or dramatic confessions. Just shared rides with the wind in their hair, conversations that ran deeper than the sea, and the silent promise of something real—something that didn’t need words.
But life—life has a way of choosing for you. Her family made plans she couldn’t undo, and responsibilities arrived without knocking. She married a good man, raised a beautiful family, and learned to love the life she built, even if a part of her remained elsewhere.
Still, on winter nights wrapped in her shawl, with the old radio humming in the background, she remembered.
Years passed. They never wrote. Never called. But Arjun lived in the quiet of her thoughts like a warm evening—never forgotten, always felt.
Just last year, someone from an alumni group mentioned him. He was still around. Never married. Still teaching. She didn’t know whether to smile or cry. So she did both.
Now, as her grandchildren crawled into her lap and demanded bedtime stories, she held them a little tighter. Not because she regretted her life—she didn’t. It had been full, meaningful, real. But somewhere deep inside, a question lingered—not of “what if,” but of “what also could’ve been.”
The kids yawned and rubbed their eyes, the day’s mischief finally tiring them out. She rose slowly, knees mildly protesting, and led them to their room. The boy curled up first. “Tuck me in, Dida!” he grinned. She obliged.
“And me too!” said the little girl, already tugging at her blanket.
She bent and kissed their foreheads, brushing away imaginary strands of hair from their sleeping faces. Her voice was a whisper, barely heard.
“Goodnight, June. Goodnight, Aryan.”
And as she turned off the light, the names echoed gently in her mind. Aryan. June.
Aryan. June.
Arjun.
“I hope you’re well, Arjun. I really do.”
And somewhere, in a quiet town where the roads still curved beneath banyan trees, a man sat on his veranda reading a tattered book. He looked up at the moonlit sky, smiled to himself, and thought of a girl with fire in her eyes and roses in her hair.
She stood still in the hallway, the darkness wrapping around her like an old scarf. A small, bittersweet smile played on her lips.
Maybe life had a strange way of reminding you of what you never had — and sometimes, of what still remained.
Not in photos. Not in letters.
But in laughter, in names, in the quiet love that lives on long after the world forgets.

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